haiz~~did u know?my mum wanna buy a car for me..It's a latest model of myvi..erm~~no word can described mt feeling now..my feeling very contradictive ..Dun know i wanna happy or wanna sad now..After buying this car,there is another burden for my family..Owing to my brother is not so good in his education,there are no more excess money for him to further his studies in either college or univercity alreadyafter buying the car..So that i have to shouler up the responsibility to encourage my brother to put more attention in his education,and can pass with flying colour during his SPM exam..(I also scared i cnt do it well in leading my brother..haiz~~)Although i wanna start my form 6 soon,but i need to take care of him too..Since i'm the eldest brother,i didn't show the example for them during my SPM..I still remember it,i alway keep on playing,playing and playing when i'm in form 4 and form 5..I'm regret now why i didn't do my well when i still in form 4 and form 5,so that i need to pay the price for it now..Although my mum and dad did not say anything after i get this kind of result,but i can feel their despair deeply..So that i determined to try my best in future STPM to repay what they expected for..TRy your best ya!!!Ng Zhen Quan..^^
(Please forgive my broken and irregular english..haha..It's the first time for me to write the blog in engish..haha..)
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